沙巴（四）

写于2009年7月10日，中午12时正
最近真的好像有写日记的习惯了
可能是写日记可以让自己的心情沉淀，
让埋在心底的自己和感觉宣泄出来。。。
时间过得真快，突然间半年就过去了
大学生涯也度过了2年光阴，即将进入第三年，变成很多人的学姐了
可是我还像是个还不成熟的第一年生似的，哈哈
心境年轻是好事吗？
7月10日了，还有几天就是我的生日了
不知有没有人记得要为我庆祝呢？
来了沙巴三年了
我还记得1st year
我的生日是刚入学，没什么人知道
那天是自己一个人过，还偷偷在房间哭呢
而2nd year
就一班同学出去吃当帮我庆祝
是个没planning 的庆祝会，但至少还有人为我庆祝啦
不知这次3rd year
又会怎样呢？
可能很多人都感觉生日不重要
可是对于这样一个默默无闻的我来说
只有这天是属于我的，因为这是个有人关心和注意我的日子
所以每年的生日我都怀着很大的期望
我知道这个网志没人看，因为没真正公布
所以才在这儿曝露我的心声。。。
~~~祝我生日快乐/happy birthday to me~~~
Nowadays seem to have habit to write diaries
Maybe is because blog diaries could let my emotion all released out
Time had passed so fast, half year had passed
And I had go through my uni life for 2 years ady
Soon will be 3rd year, and be ppl’s seniors
But actually I still seem like an immature first year freshman, haha
Younger mind izzit good things =)
Today is 10 july, few more days would be my b’day
Dunno got anyone remember it n celebrate for me?
I had come to sabah for 3 years
Still remember during 1st year
My b’day is on the 2nd week of uni
And nobody know it
So I had gone through that day all by me alone, I even cry in room bcoz no one is in the room that day
While on 2nd year
A group of friends celebrate by eating with me
It is a celebrating without planning, all spontaneous, but at least there are someone celebrate with me lah
Now, soon will be 3rd time b’day here
Dunno how will it be?
Maybe there are a lot ppl thought b’day is not important
But for me, who are always being forget
It is a big day for me, it is my day
Only on this day, there will be ppl notice me and care for me
So, every year I have a big hope about it
I know there are very little ppl know about this blog, so only I tell my feelings
~~Happy birthday to me~~